september 29 2025
i've gotten some things done and feel a lot better lol. i need to get back to the veterinary dental specialist and schedule something for beans. i'm writing this down here so it hopefully helps me remember first thing in the morning. not looking forward to figuring out how to pay for a $2k surgery but he's my baby boy.
september 27 2025
everything is irritating me for no reason and i want to go hide in a cave until i stop feeling like growling at everything and everyone.
september 26 2025
this week has been much better and mark has the whole weekend off!! :) i have a handful of things i want to work on, but i also want to go on more walks this weekend. maybe we'll hit one of the parks nearby soon :)
september 19 2025
i can't remember the last time i was so mad my stomach hurt.
pretty sure my now-former boss is violating some labor laws, but i'm doing some research.
september 18 2025
weird frustrating day. i'm still processing it. nothing like...earthshattering. just feeling weird and bad.
so excited to almost be done at the bakery. my boss bumped me up to $15/hour for these last two checks... -__- okay. thank you. she's the master of too little too late.
september 16 2025
i gave my notice at one of my jobs last week. i'm trying not to be anxious about it, but i did the math and if i work literally one hour more per shift at my other job i'll be making the same amount of money for much less time and stress. we're moving into the busy season and the new schedules have come out and...my shifts are an hour longer!! everything's coming up milhouse.
i'm leaving my bakery job for a variety of reasons. i'll have been there four years next week. it doesn't feel like that long?? so many things have changed in that time, though, so i feel like it should seem like even longer...i can't remember the last time i only had one job.
i'll miss it in some ways but i think i'll mostly be glad to have my mornings back. and to not have to make scones unless i want them. i've made so many fucking scones...
september 9 2025
happy birthday to jeffrey combs~
september 2 2025
i forgot what a hole i fall into when i start coding websites. today has flown by. it's the last day of a 4-day weekend and i've gotten incredibly spoiled being able to sleep till 8 for the past few days. not looking forward to getting up by 5 to bake tomorrow morning. could be earlier i guess.